Who I am

I'm one of those people that doesn't look at what could be or too far ahead of myself.

When whatever comes is here I will deal with it the best way I see fit.

Of course, I hope everything will work out positively and as you know, am expectant of this to be the case because the expectancy more or less causes results.

Steph

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Still Learning

I went to see 70s show Mamma Mia 
It was really good
I wasn't really in the mood for it at the start but then they started doing songs from Grease! which was awesome! By the second act I was into it but still teetering on the edge of not really being 'there'. 


The people in front of me didn't help. 
This wasn't their fault at all but I realise how easy it is to slip into negativity.
I could see them chatting and probably passing snide comments - those were the negative thoughts I was believing none of which were probably true.

The actors on stage performed as ABBA next and I knew most of the songs. Thrown by the people in front of me, I didn't join in with many.

I soon got a grip on myself though, everyone was there to enjoy themselves and if that meant singing very loudly and badly so be it!

That is always a hard lesson to learn when people put you off, that you do have a right to happiness, a right to enjoy yourself and just because others aren't feeling it doesn'tmean you have to stay on the outside too. 

Steph

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What Do I Need?

Last Monday I had a big sort out. And I got to thinking

'I don't really need mementos to remember things by.'

I know they happened and that's good enough for me.

I met Carrie Hope Fletcher but didn't get a picture (something I have to remedy someday) but actualy I don't need one.

Sure it'd be nice to have but I'd much rather the time we spent chatting rather than posing.

I don't require things to make me remember all of the fantastic things in my life. Yes they are great reminders but not necessary.

These things have helped shape who I am.

All memories are stepping stones in the right direction...

If you have ever met a celeb without a camera or are just inspired by this post please let me know in the comment section below

Steph

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I'm sorry it's been so long since my last post. No excuse really but I've been crazy busy!

I was feeling misplaced last Thursday.

Everyone else seems to have going right for them.

But then I remembered that I only get to see the surface.

What people allow me to see of them.

I don't know their role in life.

And, of course no one has life figured out, everyone's living from day to day because that's all you can do.

Who knows what the future will bring?

Steph

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